“A still small voice”… this is what I am told. Wait for it. Maybe your life is too cluttered to hear it. Maybe you need to rest. Am I the only one who doesn’t hear it? Why do I feel like prayer is not the answer I need?
It is so hard to be in a relationship with someone you cannot see. I am learning this more and more each day. As I pursue grad school, I am told of the countless ways to pray, express my theology, and care for others. I am challenged to bring my own experience and spiritual growth to the table. Spiritual growth? What growth? I feel like I haven’t been growing for some time. If we want to talk about anger and bitterness, I would be willing to show you growth. I feel like that is the only growth I have been involved in lately.